Feeling like a damned twit

[_ihabia_]

I think I'm beginning to come to terms with just how broken I am inside right now. Kricka, Niffe, Daniel... hell, I'm still in love with Niffe to tell the truth... But lately whenever I sit down and think, go to the store and buy milk, do anything that doesn't involve working myself to death I'm struck by a strong desire to either down a bottle of whiskey in one go or curl up into a ball and just shut myself off. I'm still an incredibly strong person with self-confidence and an enjoyment of the simple things in life. But this damn tendency to fall so deeply and excruciatingly in love is more than even the strongest psyche can handle.

I'm literally shreds inside, and we are not amused.