Think. Think. Think.
(OOC - This takes place while Ignatious is cleaning things for Pendragon. They are just random thoughts, in no particular order.)
What the hell is wrong with me? I have never been so... I have never acted this way before. I have broken rules and disobeyed orders and for what? Maybe I'm the insane one...
She said that she loves me... how could she say that? She knows almost nothing about me - yet - No god Damn it Ignatious, get ahold of your self. I can't do anything about her until Tag decides he doesn't want her any more and we reach port. I swear if I find even one of her feathers out of place I will strangle him. If anything happens to her he is the one responsible for her... God I hate him!
I don't see why Pendragon disapproves of love. Maybe he has been hurt, or he doesn't like to be touched, maybe he can't... maybe he doesn't know what love is...
I hope Jamie doesn't plan on working once we get to port... actually he probably doesn't plan on it but I should do something so that he doesn't change his mind. But what? I could follow him but I'm sure he could loose me in a crowd. I'm sure his little buddy Shin-sin-fa could keep up with... him. There is no way that he would listen to me, especially if I asked him to plot against his friend. He would probably try to get me in some sort of trouble or run off and tell Jamie... No, I'll talk to Jamie first. I hope he will listen.
I wonder what is going on outside, I wonder what Tag did when I saw that he escaped. I'm sure he isn't happy.
I fear I am doomed to live a life with out love. Just look at my love life, Women who hate me, women that I can't touch, Women I'm not allowed to see, women who would rather be with... someone else. I am a fighter, not a lover. That is how it is supposed to be... I wish it wasn't so.
What the hell is wrong with me? I have never been so... I have never acted this way before. I have broken rules and disobeyed orders and for what? Maybe I'm the insane one...
She said that she loves me... how could she say that? She knows almost nothing about me - yet - No god Damn it Ignatious, get ahold of your self. I can't do anything about her until Tag decides he doesn't want her any more and we reach port. I swear if I find even one of her feathers out of place I will strangle him. If anything happens to her he is the one responsible for her... God I hate him!
I don't see why Pendragon disapproves of love. Maybe he has been hurt, or he doesn't like to be touched, maybe he can't... maybe he doesn't know what love is...
I hope Jamie doesn't plan on working once we get to port... actually he probably doesn't plan on it but I should do something so that he doesn't change his mind. But what? I could follow him but I'm sure he could loose me in a crowd. I'm sure his little buddy Shin-sin-fa could keep up with... him. There is no way that he would listen to me, especially if I asked him to plot against his friend. He would probably try to get me in some sort of trouble or run off and tell Jamie... No, I'll talk to Jamie first. I hope he will listen.
I wonder what is going on outside, I wonder what Tag did when I saw that he escaped. I'm sure he isn't happy.
I fear I am doomed to live a life with out love. Just look at my love life, Women who hate me, women that I can't touch, Women I'm not allowed to see, women who would rather be with... someone else. I am a fighter, not a lover. That is how it is supposed to be... I wish it wasn't so.