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I think I like the idea that no one ever gets on here and reads any of this bullshit. I've missed having this quite a bit...
To make this short...I wish I would have put up that fight. You know that fight...the one that means something.There were a rare few things in my life that I should have put up a fight for and I didn't...I just let them slip away from me. I would go through every horrible thing in my life and more just to do this over again. I just wish I wasn't so weak. I wish I wasn't 23.
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I am moving. Soon. I'm still not sure where i'm moving but I can't stay here. Mom's moving to arizona. Dads ... just moving. I've decided to follow neither of them and set out on my own adventure. I need to go back to the doctor and start taking my medicatoin again...
I'm a mess, as always.
To make this short...I wish I would have put up that fight. You know that fight...the one that means something.There were a rare few things in my life that I should have put up a fight for and I didn't...I just let them slip away from me. I would go through every horrible thing in my life and more just to do this over again. I just wish I wasn't so weak. I wish I wasn't 23.
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I am moving. Soon. I'm still not sure where i'm moving but I can't stay here. Mom's moving to arizona. Dads ... just moving. I've decided to follow neither of them and set out on my own adventure. I need to go back to the doctor and start taking my medicatoin again...
I'm a mess, as always.