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[_icutmyteeth_]

I want to know

why is religion the way it is?
why does it restrict things that may not be necessarily bad?

why am I so afraid of how others view my talent
is it even a talent? or should I keep it as a hobby?

how much of this is actually meaningful?

am I holding myself back too much
am I too afraid of regret
am I just over thinking everything
should I just let my mind be at ease

I really don't know how me, personally, stands on various personal debates.
I know what others have told me is
good
bad
and why.
but how do I feel?
without all those things others have installed into me?

I just had a tastey quesadilla.