I wish that I had something interesting to write about, or at least that I am pretentious enough to jot down every little detail of my not so interesting life for you all to follow
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hence the oppositejyoshuaOctober 12 2006, 01:57:02 UTC
I am pretentious enough to jot down every little detail of my not so interesting life.
School is pretty easy, and I also am proving to be a self destructively lazy individual. Especially when it comes to these damned oil paintings. I'm so over doing color charts. better things to do than mix 400 colors.
still working for client logic serving people who don't know where Huntington is, and most of which are relatively nice save for like 3 people each day who make me want to kill everyone.
being a pedestrian sucks, the bus is a finance reaper. but i've got money to blow so whatevs.
despite my positive tone i'm actualy doing quite terribly and marshall is providing lots of stress. i'm playing the isolation game, pushing people away. most of my fears are being confirmed and i am sure that I'm going to flunk out of school/lose my scholarship. this fear has made me go into auto fail where i don't even try. because i know failure, failure is an old friend of mine.
I need to write. so many papers are due a week ago. much needs doing, nothing is getting done.
School is pretty easy, and I also am proving to be a self destructively lazy individual. Especially when it comes to these damned oil paintings. I'm so over doing color charts. better things to do than mix 400 colors.
still working for client logic serving people who don't know where Huntington is, and most of which are relatively nice save for like 3 people each day who make me want to kill everyone.
being a pedestrian sucks, the bus is a finance reaper. but i've got money to blow so whatevs.
despite my positive tone i'm actualy doing quite terribly and marshall is providing lots of stress. i'm playing the isolation game, pushing people away. most of my fears are being confirmed and i am sure that I'm going to flunk out of school/lose my scholarship. this fear has made me go into auto fail where i don't even try. because i know failure, failure is an old friend of mine.
I need to write. so many papers are due a week ago. much needs doing, nothing is getting done.
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