Nov 08, 2006 22:08
I was cleaning out some drawers today and low and behold, Things I thought I got rid of start to appear. Things I don't really want to think about... Things that I wont ever feel again.
Its like some sick personal archeological find.... Love was here, And now all that remains are these few artifacts that remain intact, and all you can do is guess what went wrong. Guess if she really cared in the first place. When did she start to second guess.... and why am I still hung up on it... I know I'm not... But sometimes things just come back to you... I want Sophmore year back. Back When I didn't have to care, and I wasn't scared to go out and live.
Some of you think I'm such a strong person... Well guess what, I'm really not... I'm like an egg. Hard shell, Senstive insides.
What a retarded analogy...
Lets just say I'm not in the best mood right now... Even after seeing Borat ( which is amazing ) I still Feel like crap.
Thanks for the mess....
What funny a thing life is.