@ gma's House

[_i_am_a_banana_]

Lets..see..uhh..nothin good has happened latly..n i thought i should update this bcuz i havnt in a long time soo anways..im at my gma's to get away from some stuff so i can stop talkin to vik bcuz he doesnt wanna leave me alone so i need something to get away from him callin me n stuff..even tho 24/7 im thinkin about deanie..man...ive never seen my self love someone soo much b4..not even my x..bcuz really when i told my x i loved him i never ment it..this time i do..i really do love dean michael tyler..:-* baby boy ur the last thing i wanna lose..i know we have our fights tht made me cry all day then we talk again n u forgive me for what i did..bcuz its always me tht fucks up..u never do ur..just perfect then im always the one tht does something stupid i dont know..but anywayz..i relized he is worth waitin 4..i guess tht once u find someone u feel good to talk to..u can feel like u really love them..u can tell them anything about u..n i thought everyguy would feed u bullshit lines to get u in bed..but dean..he says stuff to me tht made me smile n things tht i think about all day tht keep me smilin n i know just how he says it he isnt usin me for when he comes down..well ok just had to get it out..bcuz i love him more than anything.. but anywayz...its 3 in the morning n im suppost 2 hang out with ashley today at around 1 or 2 in the afternoon..we r suppost to just chill at her house..but i was suppost 2 go play bball with my old friend david..bcuz i wanna get better at bball so i can beat dean in bball when he comes down ;-) lol yeah but im not gonna probably end up chillin with him so ill probably end up stayin the night at ashleys soo again im not gonna b home for 3 days straight..ok my gma is goin through a hard time..i feel bad for her idk what to do..i wish she had money to survive or something..her boyfriend left her n she has no money..n blah blah blah anywayz..i hope things get better durin this school year since im probably goin to south lake for the year..bcuz megan had to start rumors about me..n now all my friends turn on me bcuz of her..what a stupid bitch..she always has to start shit with someone..sayin tht im a whore..wtf she messes around with everyguy in school omg..what a hoe..i hate her well what else is goin on..uh...i should start updatin day by day in here...sorry i dont..lol well ill update maybe tomorrow if i have time if i dont stay the night at ashleys but right now i gotta go to bed i got my gma's house to my self from 11 till 12 in the afternoon soo im gonnna b watchin tv..n do nothin nothing here for an hour..soooo idk..update later...comment if u please..only person tht comment is caitlin..o well...Leave me some...

I Love Dean Michael Tyler With All My Heart...Only Guy That Makes Me Feel Happy..Only Guy I Can Think About 24/7..Only Guy I Dream About..Only Guy I Wish I Could B With..Okkk lol im done..

*I aM a BaNaNa AkA TrInE*