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...brian can be very smat when he wants to be.. i just wish i had the courage to say NO to people.. i worry soo much abuot other ppl.. how they are.. if they like me.. if i do that, will they still want to be around me? i crave acceptance.. and in ways it shows.. but.. guys dont care.. as long as they're getin some ass.. w/e.. its all good.. ehh.. i dont know if im makeing sence.. i just woke up about 10 minutes ago.. still very much tired.. but its been on my brain all night.. brian.. youre right.. too bad im a coward.. =/