May 24, 2004 12:30
I spent most of this weekend shovelling three year old human poo into my mothers new rose garden. She actually bought a tonne of human fecal matter, and paid a pretty penny for it too. Not only was it disgusting, foul smelling and had remenants through it of what i personally suspect to be three year old sanitary pads, but now my whole body aches with the ache of unused muscles being dragged into life by a great big pile of shit a wheel barrow and a shovel.
yesterday i squandered what is left of my little ball of dignity and applied for a job at macdonalds. I hate to say this but I am desparate enough for the money to work for one of the biggest sources of corparate evil ever. I hate myself.
saturday night was really good I went to cafe essen with lydia and had a really yum dinner and then to the pot where we were joined by daniel and then later by beth and sam and jane and some appendage of jane that goes by the name of john who daniel does not like. I cant tell what he is like but generally daniel strikes me as a good judge of character.
we drank some and talked about interesting things and passes around a hip flask full of vodka warm from being in daniels pocket. and i decided that lydia and i should spend more time with daniel, just because he is so different from anyone else we know.