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Okay, so I went to the doctor yesterday and dad said that it was the first time in my life that i've left that place without a necessary appointment or 3-6 months down the road... :) i'll prolly still end up goin back, which is kewl* I just thought it was awesome that it was the first time in my life that that has happened....
Let's see, i didn't get home till late, and still had homework to do :( I was up till 12:30 doin my homework-just for them to call school off today!?* lol* just my luck, huh?
So, I've been sittin here this mornin just thinkin about different stuff, and i think i've finally figured something out...
It's time to really step up and live my life - and take chances to be happy* cuz i mean, sometimes you have to sacrifice something to come out the winner at the end of the game.
I'm tired of just sittin by thinkin, "well, one day this person might see....and it could change everything for me."
Instead of thinkin something like that, why not make them see it, so I can just move on with my life?
If i keep waitin to see what's gonna happen with "so and so" then, I'm gonna miss out on something truly wonderful in my life, and I really do believe that.
I'm not sayin I'm gonna mingle in other people's lives, I want everyone to be happy too* it's just that sometimes, some people's happiness comes at the cost of my own. and as much as it hurts, i'm going to have to be fine with it. I'm one of those people that believe if something's gonna happen in my life, it's gonna happen. No matter what i do, say, think, or feel about it - everything will turn out how God wants it to...
I think that that's why I'm so "passive," i guess is the right word?
It's just that lately, I'm startin to think that I should take a stand and try and get things to go my way... I mean, cuz if it's meant to happen, then no matter what i do- it won't change the outcome, right?
Okay... I guess i'll leave ya'll with that for this mornin...
love yuns*
...and I love comments too!* lol*
no seriously, I need them on this one*
<3
Let's see, i didn't get home till late, and still had homework to do :( I was up till 12:30 doin my homework-just for them to call school off today!?* lol* just my luck, huh?
So, I've been sittin here this mornin just thinkin about different stuff, and i think i've finally figured something out...
It's time to really step up and live my life - and take chances to be happy* cuz i mean, sometimes you have to sacrifice something to come out the winner at the end of the game.
I'm tired of just sittin by thinkin, "well, one day this person might see....and it could change everything for me."
Instead of thinkin something like that, why not make them see it, so I can just move on with my life?
If i keep waitin to see what's gonna happen with "so and so" then, I'm gonna miss out on something truly wonderful in my life, and I really do believe that.
I'm not sayin I'm gonna mingle in other people's lives, I want everyone to be happy too* it's just that sometimes, some people's happiness comes at the cost of my own. and as much as it hurts, i'm going to have to be fine with it. I'm one of those people that believe if something's gonna happen in my life, it's gonna happen. No matter what i do, say, think, or feel about it - everything will turn out how God wants it to...
I think that that's why I'm so "passive," i guess is the right word?
It's just that lately, I'm startin to think that I should take a stand and try and get things to go my way... I mean, cuz if it's meant to happen, then no matter what i do- it won't change the outcome, right?
Okay... I guess i'll leave ya'll with that for this mornin...
love yuns*
...and I love comments too!* lol*
no seriously, I need them on this one*
<3