im not mad just sorry.
danmit. i feel so danm helpless when it comes to this situation. for the past 17 years my mother has dragged my ass to church with her every sunday morning. Mind that shes know my belifes for a few years, perhaps she thinks persistance will change me. But today, today was bad. The hommoly(the part where the prist gives his view on what ever was read from the bible) today was extra disterbing. They were talking about the pagans and they're great efforts to completely drive them from their holy people. Then comtinued to exclaim about how we live in a pagan world now, and they we have made every one of the ten comandments legal, blah blah we think we are suprior beings. What they dont realize is they, with the help of others, have created this rebellion. they have created the dirty priest that touch alter boys, they have created they scamming nun's that steals money out of the poor box, they've created the arson who burned down that church. when will people figure out that god and religion is personal. its not a corporation, its not your 2 million dollar church, its not that huge crucifix you had raised out in front of it either. its wedged deep within. trancendent of time and space. where you are without ego and one with the world.
