last night
Last night really sucked. I got to the Hurricane and of course it was DEAD. So Stan said i could take off...I was craving a vodka tonic so I made my way to the Empire room to see the fabulous DJ Tulipana spin. It was cool at first mostly everyone that was there I knew. Caught up on all the gossip and everything. Two random guys bought me drinks which was also cool. But I should have known HE would show up...he wasnt an asshole or anything but its like what he DIDNT say...didnt seem happy to see me, didnt ask what ive been up to...I mean typical guy. He gets all the girls why should he even put out any effort to be with someone. plus he kept talking to another slimmer much "prettier" girl. sigh. I always want what i cant have. I hate having to settle for second best. Im such a competitor, its not even really about the guy himself. Its about rejection. Dating really blows.