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So yeah. I've been thinking a lot about the past and future. I've spent the last couple days looking at old pictures and trying to remember everything, trying to figure it all out. I've been painting the smile on day after day, but you can only hold a pose so long.
I'm not trying to be rude or hurtful or whatever, but I honestly don't know why I am saying any of that here. I don't feel like I connect with you anymore. I wish desperately to still be a part of some of you, but a lot of you have faded away. Or maybe it's me. Maybe I'm the one fading.
Regardless, if you want to stick around let me know. And if you are just saying it, let it go. Again, I'm not trying to be hurtful, I'm just trying to cut loose strings.
Thank you, and goodnight.
I'm not trying to be rude or hurtful or whatever, but I honestly don't know why I am saying any of that here. I don't feel like I connect with you anymore. I wish desperately to still be a part of some of you, but a lot of you have faded away. Or maybe it's me. Maybe I'm the one fading.
Regardless, if you want to stick around let me know. And if you are just saying it, let it go. Again, I'm not trying to be hurtful, I'm just trying to cut loose strings.
Thank you, and goodnight.