Every page I try my best to think of something to contest.

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Went to Lakeside yesterday, to find jeans. Those assholes had every style i wanted in every size but mine, wtf! Another downer for the fat girl.

Ear piece died at the worst fucking time, yay! ( ear piece of shit)

Got some great news from Ed about something my other friend said about something I've been doing latly. I had no clue she felt that way and it kinda hurts. Not in the way that I'm pissed at her, in the way that I feel bad that i never notice how much of a bother i was.

In the few times that I'm truly happy, I can't help but talk about it. Sorry kids

Today I went shopping for a new ear piece, got Casey to get the discount at best buy for me...yeah bitches

picked up a gift for Mich.

thinking about stuff:

desperation?
actually caring?
random clinginess?
trying not to hurt my feelings?
what the fuck is going on?

you never used to care, but do you even care now?

you make me sick with confusion. And i need some answers.

I still need:

gift for mum
gift for Err
gift for Mich
gift for Ed
gift for Dad.

blaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh