a healthy distrust.
okay, so i guess this is an update of my life. i'm off the heavy drugs, and i'm working on my associates degree in whatever the fuck ever. i've been eating a lot better and smoking a lot less pot. there are actually days i see through sober eyes now. adam is gone and it took him beating the shit out of me twice and fucking a few other chicks, but i left that mother fucker in the dust. i'm kind of glad i got back with him that last time, the rewards were amazing...and i can't say what happened because it wasn't exactly legal. i met a really nice boy but i'm not at liberty to say his name or anything yet, let's just hope i learned from my mistakes. i haven't showered in three days and i'm confused as to why anyone would find me remotely attractive. i hang out with joe and sam a lot now. last night they showed robot chicken instead of pee wee's playhouse, which i was very upset about. i mean, i love robot chicken and i want to fuck seth green but i always look forward to the playhouse. it was my nephew's birthday yesterday, he's three years old now. i can't believe it's been that long. i got my early voting ballot in the mail and i should take care of that.
the worst is over.
the worst is over.