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Why the hell am I so polite?
Why the fuck am I so polite?
Why do I fucking care? Because I usually don't get this sort of attention.
Because I fucking care about him. That's why.
And I shouldn't. Not this much. I shouldn't care at all.
Because he doesn't. Oh, he probably will miraculously start caring again once the semester starts, I can see it now. But right now, he doesn't care; at all.
I've been used. Again.
Why the fuck am I so polite?
Why do I fucking care? Because I usually don't get this sort of attention.
Because I fucking care about him. That's why.
And I shouldn't. Not this much. I shouldn't care at all.
Because he doesn't. Oh, he probably will miraculously start caring again once the semester starts, I can see it now. But right now, he doesn't care; at all.
I've been used. Again.