Jan 25, 2005 21:53
I woke up at 7:15 this morning so I attended school looking like a bum, and I probably smelled :) sorry guys.
I was extremely tired all day long so I didnt pay attention in any of my classes. I didnt really pay attention to anything..until lunch. Jenna makes my day. Everyday. She had found a very informative note and we had loads of fun reading it and gossiping. We're bad <3 I wanted to badly to call those bitches out for everything they'd said..but we decided that wouldnt be a good idea. Oh well.
Ahh, so once again..there's this girl. She pissed me off so badly today, and the sound of her name at this point makes me cringe and have a sudden urge to vomit. She judges everyone, thinks shes the shit, and then wonders why people dont like her. If she knew how to have some fun and keep her mouth shut then maybe I'd talk to her. Well..maybe not.
I hate girls that use my relationship with Cam against me, but would fuck him if they had the chance. Not because they like him..but because they dont like me. funny how that works out. If I wasnt such a nice person I would go off on one of them, or all of them..make them cry, and then knock them out one by one. But thats just how I feel..ha, but I'll stop before they read this and tell their moms.
I love Cam. I mean, I know yall know that..but I just thought I'd confirm my feelings. He always makes me laugh, and we cant stay mad at each other for more than 5 minutes. I tried so hard to let him know I wasnt happy with him tonight..but then I had to scoot back over and hug him. I hate that :) We're having the best conversation right now, and it really makes me wonder why it took me so long to realize that I love him. He's the best thing thats ever happened to me, and..I dont see anything going wrong. Thats enough though..I dont want to make you sick. Ha <3
Im not looking forward to school tomorrow. I'm going to try and be nice though. Haha, we'll see how that works out.