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May 11, 2005 21:41

i've never felt so helpless. this family feels broken & no elmers, duct tape, or stitching will repair it & i give up. i never give up. but today i learned that you can make a person talk, you can make a person listen, you can make them endure your feelings but you can never make someone care. so i will no longer scream and yell and argue. it's worthless. i refuse to cry in vain. i will save my energy for laughter and smiles. they're worth it.

if you're sick of me bitching and moaning about my disfunctional family, you can stick your complaints right up your hairy asshole. because frankly, i could care less if you don't want to hear what i have to say. go take your frost-bitten heart elsewhere, sacapuntas.

for one of the first time's in my life, school is my refuge. along with the homes of my precious Whale and Koonan.

all i want to do is link arms with my best friend and pick up my camera, and hike to a field of flowers and fall asleep listening to dashboard confessional while downing pixie stix and a liter of grape soda. my eutopia.

i love you all. ♥
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