she said call me now baby, ill come a runnin
so i finally got a car. its stickshift and it took me a few weeks to get the hang of it but its way past due for me to finally be liscensed and driving. its weird ive always been one of those who doesnt want to depend on anyone and wants to do everything on their own and somehow I turned into one of those 18 year olds who waits forever and always needs people to pick them up .
I guess it doesnt matter now because an hour ago I was ran into, spun around the middle of an intersecton and my car was totalled. technically I was in the wrong but who wants to get technical? im glad im typing right now and not lieing in a hospital half alive. there have been a lot of teenage car accident related deaths recently and even though I havent been close friends with any of them it still always makes me unexplainably sad. the way they stay young forever and we realize we arent invincible. I feel pretty thankful right now, fat lip and shaking, but thankful.
so much for freedom.
I guess it doesnt matter now because an hour ago I was ran into, spun around the middle of an intersecton and my car was totalled. technically I was in the wrong but who wants to get technical? im glad im typing right now and not lieing in a hospital half alive. there have been a lot of teenage car accident related deaths recently and even though I havent been close friends with any of them it still always makes me unexplainably sad. the way they stay young forever and we realize we arent invincible. I feel pretty thankful right now, fat lip and shaking, but thankful.
so much for freedom.