music make you looose controlllll
i haven't updated this journal in the longest time, its unbelieveable
i realy dont feel like reflecting on what has gone on lately because i didn't write it down and it will bother me when i try to retell things because it always sounds better the first time around...
sigh.
i had a good day today. woke up later than normal... 9:30... haha... i layed around and read for a while and then all of a sudden it was 3 oclock. my mom and i went food shopping, ran home, i put everything away and then got ready and then i went to soccer. i sucked first half in goal and then (because we finally had a full team this week! grrr!) she put me on the field and i kicked ass. i assissted a goal and played well. and then she put me back in goal 2nd half. i dont understand her. haha... i dont know why but i was rather excited after the game.. i'm looking forward to this season... i was rather skeptic as to how good we were going to be, but i was reassured to be rather comfortable on and offf the field with the girls there... which is rather exciting. in my mind, our best players- jackie, shavaughn, cammy, kara and tara weren't there and we still played swell.
exciting.
afterwards my mom let lauren sit in the front seat and i drove home. i'm such a loser and got tremendously hyped by that. i dropped lauren off to get her car and then she came over--- we ate some dinner, sat in the pool... acted like idiots, watched some tv, and then she went home.
i missed her.
my road test is in 2 days.
i'm going to kick ass.
because i'll absolutely be amazingly depressed if i fail
and i know it will feel liek a 100000000000000000000000000000000000 pounds are lifted from my shoulders afterwards.
i'm excited.
so yeah
i dont feel like typing anymore
peace out never never land.
i realy dont feel like reflecting on what has gone on lately because i didn't write it down and it will bother me when i try to retell things because it always sounds better the first time around...
sigh.
i had a good day today. woke up later than normal... 9:30... haha... i layed around and read for a while and then all of a sudden it was 3 oclock. my mom and i went food shopping, ran home, i put everything away and then got ready and then i went to soccer. i sucked first half in goal and then (because we finally had a full team this week! grrr!) she put me on the field and i kicked ass. i assissted a goal and played well. and then she put me back in goal 2nd half. i dont understand her. haha... i dont know why but i was rather excited after the game.. i'm looking forward to this season... i was rather skeptic as to how good we were going to be, but i was reassured to be rather comfortable on and offf the field with the girls there... which is rather exciting. in my mind, our best players- jackie, shavaughn, cammy, kara and tara weren't there and we still played swell.
exciting.
afterwards my mom let lauren sit in the front seat and i drove home. i'm such a loser and got tremendously hyped by that. i dropped lauren off to get her car and then she came over--- we ate some dinner, sat in the pool... acted like idiots, watched some tv, and then she went home.
i missed her.
my road test is in 2 days.
i'm going to kick ass.
because i'll absolutely be amazingly depressed if i fail
and i know it will feel liek a 100000000000000000000000000000000000 pounds are lifted from my shoulders afterwards.
i'm excited.
so yeah
i dont feel like typing anymore
peace out never never land.