i feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
I AM CHOKING ON EMOTION.
my heart. in every breath. and down each sleeve.
i feel so weighed down. by you. by him. and you once again..
i fell asleep last night long after i had layed down. i couldn't sleep. i couldn't close my eyes. i couldn't help but toss and turn as my bed grew increasingly colder.
miss x might be expecting. shes seeing the doctor this weekend. mr y wont be there to help. he washed his hands clean of x. x is nothing more than a fleeting memory to him. and though i dont deny he was once my best friend. if he leaves her alone to deal with this...
*sigh*
i'll do nothing.
because i have problems of my own.
and i need my own help.
my heart. in every breath. and down each sleeve.
i feel so weighed down. by you. by him. and you once again..
i fell asleep last night long after i had layed down. i couldn't sleep. i couldn't close my eyes. i couldn't help but toss and turn as my bed grew increasingly colder.
miss x might be expecting. shes seeing the doctor this weekend. mr y wont be there to help. he washed his hands clean of x. x is nothing more than a fleeting memory to him. and though i dont deny he was once my best friend. if he leaves her alone to deal with this...
*sigh*
i'll do nothing.
because i have problems of my own.
and i need my own help.