May 11, 2005 17:30
I've done this once, but I am bored.
Write 20 statements directed at 20 different people, in no particular order...Never tell which one is for whom.
1. You are the reason I look at the fish
2. You make me laugh so hard everyday for one reason or another. I love you and I hope the best for you because you are a beautiful person and I am really glad that I've met you.
3. I'm your indie friend... yes... finally I am a genre of music.. I have succeeded in life... you keep me entertained though..even though I don't think I know you all that well at all..I don't think I could be around you for 2 hours max.
4. I'm scared that you are going to come to school with a machete
5. You two guys are the kind of people I thought I'd never meet, but then I did, and I enjoy hanging out and such, but I realize that it's not all that I had hoped for after all...but I love you both and you guys are so random and out there that it makes me laugh.
6. You are eccentric and sometimes it's good...but mostly it's not.
7. I can't decide what I want to do with you... if i should just forget it or if i should just say to hell with saying 'forget it'..am i confusing? bc i think i am... just don't listen to me
8. So, I want to have an actual conversation with you that doesn't evolve around that one particular subject
9. You are the prettiest person I know.
10. I don't know what I'd do without you.
11. GAH I HATE YOU.
12. You are too nice to people and I wish that you would yell at all of us one day for making fun of you
13. You suck at doing eye makeup
14. You're not as hot as you wish you could be.
15. You are really naive and innocent and I don't believe that half of the stuff you talk about you know about.
16. You seem like a really cool kid. Apparently, we have a lot of stuff in common and I think it'd be cool if we hung out sometime because you seem interesting.
17. You always offer me a smile when we make eye contact and I know your name, but you probably don't know mine... I have never talked to you before and you seem very nice because not that many people smile at strangers.
18. I love you, but you seem like you trying to hard to fit something that isn't you... like all of the sudden you are changing and I don't know what to think about it
19. You give me a lot to think about and sometimes it's too much, but I appriciate it.
20. You were saved for last...I can't decide if I want to tell you how I feel so I'll write on here...you make me sad and I don't know why and I really wonder what goes on in your mind and I just wish that for once, I wasn't the one that was being honest about my feelings because I am sick of it. And they tell me that I'm crazy for ever thinking the things I do, but I can't help it and the amount that I think about you makes me want to stab myself to be completely honest. You just always seemed so sincere and if they were all in my position they would feel the same as I do now... I don't even know what I feel towards you, but I know I think about you everyday and that's the best I can do. It's not like I'm stuck on you or anything though... There are other people, but something with you was different and you will always have a part of me and for that I am sorry because it makes me come back to you every now and then even though I'm not stuck on you. I think about other people, sometimes you cross my mind when I am with them, but ultimately I am happy with where I am... even though nothing with us is clear to me and nothing with us will ever be... we were always so hidden from each other and that's where I was at fault... but it's not something I can redo now...so I have to be content with the fact that I can't ever believe that I really loved you and that you ever really loved me.