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This weekend did me alot of good. I love going up north soo much. The air, the scenery, the smell, the snow, everything it really helped out alot with this week, since it wasn't too great. Chiodos, The Weakend, and Dashboard Confessional filled my weeked with joy, adn made me realize that if i don't go to a show soon, i'll........cry? I can't contain my self!! and it sucks because i've only been to 3 of them =/.
But things are going alot better, for the most part, i'm thinking next weekend i'm not going to my dad's, so i'm thinking i'm going to the old hood, and visiting my men! Mike C, Mike Lang, Phill, Jason, Kevin, Bryan, and Steve. and my women Ali, Jenn, Alysha, Melissa, Kate, Alyssa, Tiff, and MORE!!!!! Wow i miss those peeps
and then one of those days DEFINETLY hanging with Rose n Jessica =)
wouldn't want to get my hopes up tho, still gotta get the okay from the rents.
So this weekend i tried to find the good in EVERYTHING, and i did, even with music, and Dashboard Confessional is really REALLY emo, and soo like it was hard, but i found a song that was about feeling bad and feeling better. which is how i've been this week! <3
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The Best Deceptions
I heard about your trip.
I heard about your souvenirs.
I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights,
and the cool guys that you spent them with.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
Don't you see, don't you see,
that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you.
So kiss me hard
'cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that screams of other people's lips will be of service
to keeping you away.
I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm. Ignoring the phone,
I'd rather say nothing. I'd rather you'd never heard my voice.
You're calling too late
too late to be gracious you do not warrant long goodbyes.