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[_fool_for_love]

“Sorry to hear that luv. Must get pretty lonely being all by yourself, you were always the type to be surrounded by others. Well, inside you cut yourself off but from appearance you had them around. That’s why I could never get to you when I was bad. Couldn’t kill a bloody slayer with friends and family the way you had it.” I grinned as I thought

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[trueslayer26]

I saw Spike sigh as he got up.

"Well, you know if you really don't want to come up to my room then fine." I said with a huff, turning around. I knew he was kidding though after he smiled at me. I giggled as we went upstairs to my room.

Nice place you got here Summers. Miss the old place at all?

"Yeah, I do. But this is home now, but its nice." I said to him.

We walked into my room and went down and plopped on my big queen sized bed. I sighed, leaning back on it. I grinned at him.

"Oh, come on. You know you want to." I said, still grinning at him. I laughed as he came over and sat down next to me.

[_fool_for_love]

The slayer was still cute as ever. Same smile, same look in her eyes, everything the same. Well, of course now she actually loved me. Knew she always did deep down inside but never wanted to admit to it. Can’t blame the girl now can I. You think of it you’re a slayer of vampires and your shagging one, not the best combination now is it.

I smiled as I sat down next to her. I placed my arm around her and pulled her head down against my cool hard chest. “Of course I wanted to” I said to response of what she said a few minutes ago. I couldn’t help but smile as I held her there in my arms. Life started to look up for me.

Softly I placed a cool kiss upon her forehead. I felt the shivers ride up her spin as my cool lips meet up with her warm flesh. “Everything will be ok now slayer…won’t it?” I asked in a somewhat questioning and concerned voice. Even though all this seemed to be happening and was so wonderful I still had my doubt.

[trueslayer26]

I let him pull me to him and I rested my head against his chest. I smiled to myself as he kissed my forehead. I shivered some though..I wasn't used to it anymore. I picked my head up and looked at him.

"Yes Spike. Everything will be okay." I said to him. I leaned in and gave him a little kiss before laying my head back down on his chest. I closed my eyes and let out a big breath.

"I miss being like this.." I said, not looking up at him.

[got_the_spark]

It was comfort to my ear hearing her say that everything will be alright now. She leaned up a placed a small kiss upon my cool lips. Just something so simple as that made me feel so alive in side. I smiled and placed another kiss upon her forehead. After she placed her head back down on my chest she told me how she missed being like this.

I held her tighter “ I miss being like this too luv. You wouldn’t even begin to imagine how much I missed being like this. Always dreamed ‘bout it. Especially after I came back, just never thought it could happen. Figured you would’ve moved on from me, have some new guy all high up on your tail. Besides I figured you might’ve given up slaying to live that normal life you always wanted to live. But as I said before deep down I always knew you would miss it too much, that was who you were well, at least part of who you were. Can’t just give up a thing like that now can ya.”

I continued to hold her, and time itself seemed to stop within the moment.

[trueslayer26]

I sat there, leaning against him. Even though he had no body temperature, I felt warm in his arms. I listened to him talk, closing my eyes. I smiled when he said I wouldn't even imagine how much he missed being like this. Then the part about the new guy up my tail was funny, so I sat up and looked at him.

"New guy? Ha." I let out a laugh. "Nope..just doing my slaying and being lonley." I said with a frown. "But it had been okay I guess." I said, looking at him.

"Yeah, If I didn't keep up with my slaying, I wouldn't know what else to do. It's like my life..what I do best." I replied to him. I then layed my head back down against him and snuggled up closer. I felt him hold me closer and my heart startd to beat faster. I bet if he had a heart, it would be doing the same.

"So, what now?" I asked, still leaning on him.

[got_the_spark]

"Nope..just doing my slaying and being lonley. But it had been okay I guess."

“Well, no need to be lonely anymore Buffy, Spike is here” I said in a playful voice. “Just think all those lonely nights lead up to this one right here.” I smiled and placed a light kiss upon her forehead. My cool lips sparked with fire each time they made contact with her warm skin.

"Yeah, If I didn't keep up with my slaying, I wouldn't know what else to do. It's like my life..what I do best."

“Yep, the slayings in ya. Can’t just turn back on something that was part of you for so long. Besides you where the one and only for so long. Not unless you count that Faith tramping ‘bout. Besides she wasn’t even half the slayer you were.” I continued to wrap my arms around her. It was as if I was trying to hold her closer then I already was. Doubt I could hold her much closer but I had to. I started to feel a bit worried so to say. I sure hoped this wasn’t any dream and the slayer wouldn’t change her mind the next day.

"So, what now?"“What now?” I placed the

[trueslayer26]

I smiled when he said he was here. It felt good to know that he wouldn't leave me...not like Angel did. I hope not. I couldn't bear o be hurt like that again.

"Yes..you're here, and to stay I hope." I said up to him, with some uncertianty in my voice. He kissed my forehead again and I felt a shiver go through my body. Then, he held me tighter. I just wanted to stay like that forever. It felt so good, so right. So comforting.

"Ha..yeah. Faith." I said, wondering where she was now. Probably off doing some new guy or something of that sort. I chuckled under my breath thinking of her.

I closed my eyes, letting out a relaxing sigh.

"I don't know either Spike. Hopefully this continues. We continue." I said, grinning up at him.

[got_the_spark]

“Hey now luv, you and I both know this will continue. Look at all we have been though already. Hell I was even dead and now look I’m back with you”

It was amazing all that we went though to finally get to this point. I wasn’t gonna let anything happen now that I finally got the girl. Nothing at all.

“You should get your rest Buffy, I can tell that your tired. ‘sides we’ll have all day tomorrow to continue this and well every day for the rest of our lives” or should I have actually said her life. I didn’t like to think of that much but when it came down to it I had to. Buffy would grow old and I would stay like this.

[trueslayer26]

I smiled up at him.

"You're right, this will continue." I said, grinning at him.

I sat up and stretcjed my arms out in front of him, then sat and looked into his eyes. Suddenly, I yawned. I covered my mouth, laughing.

"Yeah, maybe I should." I said, shifting my postition so my legs were underneath me now. I smiled at him.

"So..does this mean I hafta sleep by myself?" I asked with an evil grin on my face.

[got_the_spark]

"That you should luv" I said as she shifted her position on the bed. And then she asked me a silly question. Asked if this meant she had to sleep my herself. Bloody hell she wouldn't have to sleep by herself, unless of course she didn't want me here.

"Buffy" I smirked "Of course not, unless you know you don't want me here then I guess I would have to leave" I looked down but had a playful expression on my face.

[trueslayer26]

I smirked at him, taking my hand and putting it under his chin, lifting it up to look at me.

"No, of course not. I want you to stay here Spike. I don't wanna sleep by my lonesome self." I said, making a pouty puppy dog face.

I took my hand and moved it up onto his cheek. I just looked into his eyes. They were glowing with his soul. It was amazingly beautiful. We stayed like that for a bit, just staring into each others eyes. Then, I leaned in to kiss him, my hand still on his cheek, my other one going around his back. I loved it when he kissed me back. It was slow at first, but then the kiss got more intense as heat began to build up between us.

[got_the_spark]

"Then you won't be sleeping by your lonesome self."

Her hand burned against my cool skin as she placed it upon my check. We just stared into each other's eyes. So beautiful the girl was. And so wonderful, she always was wonderful though. I could get lost in those eyes of hers, she made me feel like a man.

Next thing I knew I felt her lips against mine. They felt so soft and warm. I passionately kissed her back at first slow but then it began to get more intense as I allowed my tongue to travel between her lips and meet up with her tongue.

I could feel her heart began to beat, almost like it was going to jump right out of her chest. The girl sent shivered throughout my body.

[trueslayer26]

We kissed and everything else just started to fade away. I let my tongue slip into his mouth, and I caressed his with mine. I put my my arm around his back, pulling him to me. I pressed my body against his, and I moved my body so I was practically sitting on his lap now. His arms were around me, holding me up, mine up and around his neck. I wanted to stay this way forever.

[_fool_for_love]

The girl managed to ease her way on top of me. Our lips were still connected as out tongues danced 'bout in our months. Her tongue felt so warm against mine, made me fell like I was 'bout to melt.

I could feel her body pressed against my own. I wrapped my arms around her small figure and slowly ran my fingers under her shirt and up her back. I could feel her shiver as I did this.

[trueslayer26]

We continued to kiss and our tongues danced around each others. I loved this, being with him. It felt different than before. Maybe cause we weren't really together back then, I'm not sure.

I pressed my body against his and he slowly slipped his arms around my back, pulling me to him. I felt his fingers go up and around my back, and he slowly ran them up and down it. I shivered at this, and I knew he had felt it too. I pulled away from kissing him and smiled at him. Then, I brought my arms around his back, one going underneath his shirt also. I kissed him again, soft at first, but then harder as our kissing got more intense.

[got_the_spark]

The feel of her warm digits against my cool skin almost felt like a burning sensation running throughout my body. She truly was amazing, the only run who could get me running like this.

Each time our kisses started off soft but got more intense. Of course it did we were wild for each other.

My tongue continued to dance around with hers over and over again. I couldn't get enough of her no matter if I wanted to. I slowly pulled back running my tongue over her bottom lip as I did so.

"Buffy" I said in a soft whisper, my lips not even an inch away from hers. I was being consumed by her.

"I love you buffy, so bloody much. I can't get enough of you. Never could, never will."

I couldn't resist the urge much longer, next thing I knew my lips were meeting up with hers again.