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Feb 02, 2005 04:16

Crazy the way life can change. One minute I’m saving the world making a grand entrance. And the next well I’m in front of Angel in a office. Once again I fought the good fright right down to the grand finally. Yet this time I lived. Didn’t go out like before. I was beaten up. In blood stained cloths but I was still around. And now I was standing in ( Read more... )

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got_the_spark February 23 2005, 01:02:14 UTC
She brought my hand up to her heart and let me feel the beating of it.

"Feel it? That's because of you Spike."

It was beating pretty fast. Can’t imagine that I was the actual cause for that. But I was. “That really is because of me” I asked her with a soulful look in my eyes. If only she knew that if I had a heart it would be beating ten times as fast as hers. Even more. The joy I felt right now just holding her. Sure that one night it was all good and gravy but there wasn’t this same connection. On my part there was but not on her part. But I did feel a change within her that night.

"Spike? Can this never end?"

“I would give anything in the world for this to never end luv.” The way things worked out here something bad always happened. Right now things seemed to be too good. Still have a theory this could be a dream or I died in that final battle and this is my heaven. Wouldn’t mind spending eternity with her either. Just as long as it was actual her not some figment of my brain.

“Besides laying in my arms, what do you do for fun these days slayer?” I asked her in a playful tone. God I missed this girl. So bloody much, didn’t realize how much till now. Guess I was too worried with annoying Angel that I started to not think of Buffy as much. Of course I did think of her but tired to push her away, now it was all coming out. For being a vampire and being on the redemption path this all still seemed too good. I should still be suffering for all that I have done.

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trueslayer26 February 23 2005, 02:35:47 UTC
I smiled up at him. I could see his eyes sort of twinkle. Tears maybe? Or his soul. I wasn't sure which one it was.

"Yes, it is. My heart quickened up when we kissed." I smiled.

I snuggled up against him when he said he would give anything for this to never end. I really wanted to stay this way forever and never leave him.

Besides laying in my arms, what do you do for fun these days slayer?

I laughed and looked up at him. "Well, I don't just do this for fun Spike..I do it cause I want to." I said, grinning at him. "But, just my slaying really. Kicking some demon ass always makes me feel better. And now we can do that together." I said, leaning up and kissing him again. I kissed him soft at first, then harder with more passion and fire. We were in each others arms and it felt so right. I finally realize how much I really did miss him.

I pulled away and whispered into his ear. "Want to go upstairs love?" I asked him, a smile on my lips. I held his hand, as I slowly got up and stood in front of him, looking down into those bue eyes of his.

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_fool_for_love February 23 2005, 16:29:34 UTC
"Well, I don't just do this for fun Spike..I do it cause I want to. But, just my slaying really. Kicking some demon ass always makes me feel better. And now we can do that together."

That really touched me when I heard her say she didn’t do this for fun. That she did this because she wanted to. I smiled as she said that and listened to her as she went on. “Yes, together we can do that.” I could tell that a huge smile was spread across my face when I heard her say that. It felt wonderful hearing that come from her lips. Just hearing the word together felt wonderful. I kissed her back as she kissed me. Once again there was so much passion and desire within that simple kiss.

"Want to go upstairs love?"

“Already inviting me into your bedroom luv?” I said in a joking tone. I held her hand up to my lips and placed a soft kiss upon them “Whatever your heart desires Buffy” I glanced around the room as she stood up “Say, where’s the little bit? And any of the others?” I said as I stood up next to her. Still didn’t know all of her current situation here. Before she had a whole hotel going on at her place back in good ‘ol Sunnydale, wonder if it was the same here.

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trueslayer26 February 23 2005, 16:40:45 UTC
Already inviting me into your bedroom luv?

I gave him a 'duh' look as I stood in front of him.

Say, where's the little bit? And any of the others?

I sighed. "It's just me these days. Dawn's in college back towards SD and Willow and Tara got an apartment and Xander has a job and a place."I paused and sighed.

"So, until then, its just me. Or..me and you." I said to him with a wicked grin.

I held his hand and started for the stairs, pulling him along.

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