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Crazy the way life can change. One minute I’m saving the world making a grand entrance. And the next well I’m in front of Angel in a office. Once again I fought the good fright right down to the grand finally. Yet this time I lived. Didn’t go out like before. I was beaten up. In blood stained cloths but I was still around. And now I was standing in
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Everything felt so right, right now. If everything I went though lead me to this point right now then it was all worth it. I’ve always been longing for something so real like this and finally I got it. Thought I was gonna get that with Dru but I was mistaken. It was with Buffy, the slayer. Strange how I always had a fascination with slayers back in the day. Maybe I always knew.
“You look so beautiful right now” I said looking into those eyes of hers. Always could get lost in them, only know I was actually allowed to. She wouldn’t slap me around if I did. Must admit, I will miss it a little bit, the way she would deny me then the next want me. Always was fun and games. But this was better then that, besides we could always still have are fun, just in a different way.
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"Feel it? That's because of you Spike." I whispered to him, then kissed him lightly on the lips, looking back up at him. I was lying in his lap, staring up into his clear blue eyes when I finally realized something. Something that was there since that night he held me like this. That I loved him. And it hurt me to know that when I told him before he died, he didn't believe me, but it was the truth. After that night, I felt more for him. More than I ever did before. We were there that night, together, in each others arms and I didn't want it to end.
I smiled up at him now. He told me I looked beautiful now. I felt myself starting to blush and I snuggled up closer to him, closing my eyes for a minute or two, just thinking about this.
"Spike? Can this never end?" I asked, looking up at him again, a smile on my lips.
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"Feel it? That's because of you Spike."
It was beating pretty fast. Can’t imagine that I was the actual cause for that. But I was. “That really is because of me” I asked her with a soulful look in my eyes. If only she knew that if I had a heart it would be beating ten times as fast as hers. Even more. The joy I felt right now just holding her. Sure that one night it was all good and gravy but there wasn’t this same connection. On my part there was but not on her part. But I did feel a change within her that night.
"Spike? Can this never end?"
“I would give anything in the world for this to never end luv.” The way things worked out here something bad always happened. Right now things seemed to be too good. Still have a theory this could be a dream or I died in that final battle and this is my heaven. Wouldn’t mind spending eternity with her either. Just as long as it was actual her not some figment of my brain.
“Besides laying in my arms, what do you do for fun these days slayer?” I asked her in a playful tone. God I missed this girl. So bloody much, didn’t realize how much till now. Guess I was too worried with annoying Angel that I started to not think of Buffy as much. Of course I did think of her but tired to push her away, now it was all coming out. For being a vampire and being on the redemption path this all still seemed too good. I should still be suffering for all that I have done.
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"Yes, it is. My heart quickened up when we kissed." I smiled.
I snuggled up against him when he said he would give anything for this to never end. I really wanted to stay this way forever and never leave him.
Besides laying in my arms, what do you do for fun these days slayer?
I laughed and looked up at him. "Well, I don't just do this for fun Spike..I do it cause I want to." I said, grinning at him. "But, just my slaying really. Kicking some demon ass always makes me feel better. And now we can do that together." I said, leaning up and kissing him again. I kissed him soft at first, then harder with more passion and fire. We were in each others arms and it felt so right. I finally realize how much I really did miss him.
I pulled away and whispered into his ear. "Want to go upstairs love?" I asked him, a smile on my lips. I held his hand, as I slowly got up and stood in front of him, looking down into those bue eyes of his.
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That really touched me when I heard her say she didn’t do this for fun. That she did this because she wanted to. I smiled as she said that and listened to her as she went on. “Yes, together we can do that.” I could tell that a huge smile was spread across my face when I heard her say that. It felt wonderful hearing that come from her lips. Just hearing the word together felt wonderful. I kissed her back as she kissed me. Once again there was so much passion and desire within that simple kiss.
"Want to go upstairs love?"
“Already inviting me into your bedroom luv?” I said in a joking tone. I held her hand up to my lips and placed a soft kiss upon them “Whatever your heart desires Buffy” I glanced around the room as she stood up “Say, where’s the little bit? And any of the others?” I said as I stood up next to her. Still didn’t know all of her current situation here. Before she had a whole hotel going on at her place back in good ‘ol Sunnydale, wonder if it was the same here.
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I gave him a 'duh' look as I stood in front of him.
Say, where's the little bit? And any of the others?
I sighed. "It's just me these days. Dawn's in college back towards SD and Willow and Tara got an apartment and Xander has a job and a place."I paused and sighed.
"So, until then, its just me. Or..me and you." I said to him with a wicked grin.
I held his hand and started for the stairs, pulling him along.
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