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My birthday is on monday, and chris leaves for cali for a week on tuesday so I decided that whatever chris gets me for my birthday will decide the future of our relationship, if we break up or not. The only thing hes spent a dime on me for was a bong. So if my present is anything remotley close to anything that deals with weed, were over. I mean that sounds kind of close minded or something i guess, but you dont give someone youve been dating for six months that you care sooooo much about paraphernalia. To me that doesnt show someone you care. Expescially when he doesnt have a job or a car and Im his transportation for his so called "job" (dealing) that im also risking everything for if (cross my fingers) he ever gets caught. I love chris to death and he doesnt treat me bad, he just doesnt treat me good. He doesnt treat me like a girlfriend.