Another chapter in which the story starts to unfold

[_hippocampus]

***Every girl is a princess*** I had been drinking all summer, partly to forget and partly because it was fun. Drinking DOES get you into a good mood. It makes you forget and it's easier to control your various ... tics and such by drinking

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[childprey04]

...I agree to caryschah.
But.. I can understand that it is hard.
When you really like someone, that's hard to see that this person is playing with you.

Sometimes, you see, but you won't admit to yourself the truth, so you let do..
You can also see, but persuade yourself that it's wrong.
Or you can't see. You're obsessed with this person and you won't admit he's playing with you, you just think that it's impossible. Because you like/love him. When you love someone, you can't always see his bad traits. Idealism, in a way.

I think that's not really a good reply ^^;
But I think that after experiences like that, we're always angry against ourselves... But.. We don't have to think that we are weak because of that :) Love is stupid, like I say. And love make people stupid, too. No one can understand why.

[_hippocampus]

I don't think it was a stupid reply at all!

You are right ... loves makes blind. That's what we say in Germany at least. XD;;; And deep down in your heart you probably know that not everything is quite as it should be, but you keep pretending because the truth would hurt you way too much.

[childprey04]

Right.. Humans in general won't accept the truth because they don't want to be hurt.
We have to learn how to face.. But that's too hard ^^" Especially when you don't have a "wonderful" life.

But I really don't think we could change something about that.
We just have to try to learn something 'bout what was happening, and then we will be stronger for the next. One day, you'll see, you will not be hurt, and you will thank all that experiences who made you stronger :)

[_hippocampus]

Actually I am happy for many of my experiences. Who would I be if I hadn't made them? Probably not the me that is now and I kinda like today's me. It's cynical, mean, moody, grumpy and yet rather likeable. Or at least I can like it.

Thank you. ^-^

[childprey04]

That's great if you think that :]
Regrets will not help you.

You're welcome, I like your entries.
But I'm sorry, I will not be at home until next saturday (school)... I guess I will miss to comment here, that's not right .__.;

[_hippocampus]

It's quite okay. ^-^ Just comment whenever you have the time or feel like it. ::huggles::

[childprey04]

yeah ^^ *huggles back*
I promise I will read all I'll have missed XD