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last night it was at least 90 degrees in my room with the windows wide open. i couldn't sleep until it cooled down, so i slept in until one. i went an entire day without a cigarette, willingly. i can't smoke when it's this hot outside. last night tables kept asking me if i was enjoying the heat and i could only reply with "i moved from california to get away from it." working in a 50 year old restaurant with no air conditioning in the back is dreadful. tomorrow i'll be floating on my back in a small lake in washington. i just have to keep telling myself that.