Jan 17, 2008 16:13
I am the happiest i have ever been in my life,
actually, i'm happy for the first time in my life.
I owe my whole life to the most incredible man i've ever met.
I have changed everything about my life and I feel extremely blessed.
sometimes i get up in the mornings feeling overwhelmed and i roll over and see his face and everything just dissolves.
I have given up my old self, my destructive, lying ways and I have been given a life line in his love.
I can't express how hard it has been or how rewarding, but I can say that I have never felt like this before and I cannot wait to be his wife and devote my whole life to him and showing him that he is truly my soulmate.
Things are different now and I am a changed person.
The people who i have hurt in the past are in my past now, I was too bad a person to ever forgive and i completely understand that.
but the people i love now, my friends and my lover are all seeing the true me, Which i havent seen for years myself.
I admit i was a complete idiot at times but now i am true to myself and i am incredibly happy.