HERE AGAIN
HEY ALL,
TO WHOEVER READS THIS...
WELL ALOOT OF THINGS HAVE CHANGED.
ME AND MY EX ARE "TALKING" AGAIN AND I'M SURE CRIS IS LOVING THAT LOL! BUT I DUNNO, IF WE GET BACK TOGETHER IT'LL BE KINDA WEIRD BUT ALRIGHT, THEN AGAIN I'M KINDA SCURRED CUZ TECHNICALLY IT'LL BE OUR 3RD TRY AND IF IT DOESN'T WORK THE 1ST I'VE HEARD LOTSA PEEPS SAY STOP TRYING...BUT WE SHALL SEE WHAT HAPPENS.
FAMILY LIFE IS THERE. I MADE PEACE WITH MY SISTER/COUSIN WHO I'VE BEEN UPSET WITH EVER SINCE SHE TOLD MY MOM AND I SHE WAS PREGNANT. SOME PEOPLE MIGHT READ THIS AND GO,"SO WHAT? SHE'S PREGNANT. WHY ARE YOU MAD?" BUT WE WEREN'T RAISED LIKE THAT AND SHE'S ONLY 20 YEARS OLD AND I KNOW GURLS GET PREGGERS AT AGES YOUNGER THAN THAT AND SADLY PEOPLE JUST SWALLOW IT AND ACT LIKE IT'S NORMAL. BUT WE GREW UP IN A CHRISTIAN BACKGROUND AND NO I'M NOT ALL "HALLELUJAH, PRAISE THE LORD" TYPE. BUT WE MADE A PACT BETWEEN EACH OTHER THAT WE WERE GONNA BE DIFFERENT. GO TO SCHOOL,GET A GOOD JOB, GET MARRIED HAVE KIDS. BUT NEITHER OF US HAVE GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL YET AND SHE BARELY GOT A MEDIOCRE JOB AND THE BABY'S DAD LIVES WITH HER, AND HE DOESN'T DO MUCH EITHER. BUT WHO AM I TO JUDGE OTHERS, HENCE THE REASON AFTER 2 MONTHS OF NOT TALKING TO HER I'VE FORGIVEN AND ACCEPTED THAT SHE'S 4 MONTHS PREGNANT AND NEEDS MY LOVE AND SUPPORT. *sighs* THOUGH IT STILL GETS ME SAD I HUNG OUT WITH HER AND TALKED TO HER A COUPLE OF TIMES LAST WEEKE BUT SHE STARTED THIS NEW JOB AND SHE'S BIZZY WITH THAT.
UMMM, AS FAR AS "ME" GOES I'M JUST HERE LIVING LIFE THE BEST WAY I KNOW HOW. HELPING OTHERS AND JUST BEING ME. :)
UNTIL NEXT TIME....................
TO WHOEVER READS THIS...
WELL ALOOT OF THINGS HAVE CHANGED.
ME AND MY EX ARE "TALKING" AGAIN AND I'M SURE CRIS IS LOVING THAT LOL! BUT I DUNNO, IF WE GET BACK TOGETHER IT'LL BE KINDA WEIRD BUT ALRIGHT, THEN AGAIN I'M KINDA SCURRED CUZ TECHNICALLY IT'LL BE OUR 3RD TRY AND IF IT DOESN'T WORK THE 1ST I'VE HEARD LOTSA PEEPS SAY STOP TRYING...BUT WE SHALL SEE WHAT HAPPENS.
FAMILY LIFE IS THERE. I MADE PEACE WITH MY SISTER/COUSIN WHO I'VE BEEN UPSET WITH EVER SINCE SHE TOLD MY MOM AND I SHE WAS PREGNANT. SOME PEOPLE MIGHT READ THIS AND GO,"SO WHAT? SHE'S PREGNANT. WHY ARE YOU MAD?" BUT WE WEREN'T RAISED LIKE THAT AND SHE'S ONLY 20 YEARS OLD AND I KNOW GURLS GET PREGGERS AT AGES YOUNGER THAN THAT AND SADLY PEOPLE JUST SWALLOW IT AND ACT LIKE IT'S NORMAL. BUT WE GREW UP IN A CHRISTIAN BACKGROUND AND NO I'M NOT ALL "HALLELUJAH, PRAISE THE LORD" TYPE. BUT WE MADE A PACT BETWEEN EACH OTHER THAT WE WERE GONNA BE DIFFERENT. GO TO SCHOOL,GET A GOOD JOB, GET MARRIED HAVE KIDS. BUT NEITHER OF US HAVE GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL YET AND SHE BARELY GOT A MEDIOCRE JOB AND THE BABY'S DAD LIVES WITH HER, AND HE DOESN'T DO MUCH EITHER. BUT WHO AM I TO JUDGE OTHERS, HENCE THE REASON AFTER 2 MONTHS OF NOT TALKING TO HER I'VE FORGIVEN AND ACCEPTED THAT SHE'S 4 MONTHS PREGNANT AND NEEDS MY LOVE AND SUPPORT. *sighs* THOUGH IT STILL GETS ME SAD I HUNG OUT WITH HER AND TALKED TO HER A COUPLE OF TIMES LAST WEEKE BUT SHE STARTED THIS NEW JOB AND SHE'S BIZZY WITH THAT.
UMMM, AS FAR AS "ME" GOES I'M JUST HERE LIVING LIFE THE BEST WAY I KNOW HOW. HELPING OTHERS AND JUST BEING ME. :)
UNTIL NEXT TIME....................