i miss..

[_heykid]

i miss everything i used to have. i miss the close friendship i used to have with trevor and they rest of the group yeah we seem like great friends and all but we are all divinding up i don't even want to think about what highschool is gonna be like cause i know trevor and nick have alot of older friends and there gonna be hanging out with them so much they may forget about the friendship we used to have. i miss being able to sit in my room with the gang thinking up the stupidest shit and throwing stuff into my fan while in elephant mode and not caring that we were acting like 7 year olds. i miss getting online and being able to talk to kassie and helen and not feeling like im just talking to her to make myself think were good friends again. i miss being able to talk to nikki about everything i wanted and not having to make sure everything i said had to be entertaining. i miss talking to allie in math class until miss umbay yelled at me to pay attention. i miss when me and billy used to be good friends. i miss talking to taylor and the happy feeling i got when i saw her. i miss not having to worry about what my mom would think when my report card would come home. i miss the time when kids didn't feel like they had to smoke to have a good time. i miss 5th grade when me a jessie would ditch study hall and go out to recess and play poison. i miss 6th grade when you could wear what ever you wanted and no one said anything abou it and when we would throw water baloons over my back wall at cars and laugh at how mad the people got. i miss 7th grade when we could go to the movies and actually see a movie instead of hanging out outside cause it was "cool". and i know i probably seem like a whiny little bitch but i know once i hit highschool im gonna miss 8th grade too. im gonna miss going to the ymca to see auburn falls and short bus play. im gonna miss sitting outside by the pillar at lunch. im gonna miss getting yelled at by miss umbay cause i fell asleep in math again. im gonna miss walking up the mountain next to altedena and watching the sun set. im gonna miss making suicide drinks and hiding them in the planters at lunch. im gonna miss riding the bus with nick, dillon, kelsey, spencer, genica and ryan. im gonna miss tristans fucking cat dive off his balcony. im gonna miss alot i guess.

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