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i'm so fucking done with everything.
the only thing i like about my life are my friends, and then i get shit from my family becasue i'm never home. hm, did you ever wonder why i'm not home, maybe i hate to be here? i dont know, thats just a feeling. you should like to be at your house, but i dont becasue everyones always fighting and i'm getting shit for dumb things. my mother is currently pissed at me becasue my boss only gave me 6 hours to work next week. and thats my fault why? yeah, thats what i thought. and then she bitches that i'm so snippy & bitchy. hm well, maybe somethings bothering me... yeah, just maybe. parents dont give kids enough credit, i fucking work so hard trying to keep balance in my life, and try to be happy, and the more i try the more miserably i fail. and it sucks, but this isnt some pity party for me becasue i suck at life. i'm just done trying. i feel like just taking my car right now and just driving and not coming home for the whole summer. but no, i have to work. my mom seems to think i have time to have2 jobs. yup, why dont you just work me to the bone during my summer VACATION. vacation isnt vacation, its just a goddamn extention of the hell i call school. i just want to burst into tears, but i cant for some reason.
imagine, i'm just pissed over this aspect of my life, and the other ones are going to hell too.