stolen from jan the man.
Today during english courtney was looking at Ricky's proejct, which was a poster of Tedy Bruschi.My, my what a mess we've made of our precious little lives these days. It's gotten cold out. Here's the funny thing about livejournal. So I was watching the show super sweet sixteen. Yup, today ms. smith totally told us that she has a webbed toe. I just saw the MCR's Helena video, adn most of you didn't. Ewww life is confusing. I can't do this much longer. i need to speak up and stand up for myself. but i can't.I just don't know sometimes. what to do, what to do. "Give it to me baby, nice and slow Climb on top, ride like you in the rodeo" I went to new york this weekend. it was fun..?Last night was taste of chaos. it was friggin' amazing. I hate snow. So i;ve decided that i'm in love with fall out boy, more now then ever. "I thought you were supposed to pick like you were the hammie, so i picked cherries" saturday was winter carnival. things are... different now. i can;t do this, i;ve never felt this alone and vunerable before. it's taken all this time for me to realize what you mean to me. It's always you in my big dreams. I haven't updated about my life much lately, so I figured I would now. it's been awhile since those late night phone calls just to hear my voice, it's been awhile since you've had me on my knees. Things are getting back to normal again. Quebec is amazing. This weekend was crazy, and i loved it. so tonight i went to go see sisterhood of the traveling pants with a bunch of people. today i made a list of cd's that i could think of off the top of my head that i would like to get. it's my birthday. it's my birthday. i was at the beach, and liz jana and i were walking from bayview to ocean park, and we had to cross the current, and it was really high tide, so i had to put my bag over my head, and walk across, well a huge wave came adn pulled me under and i started to drown. it was tragic. then, jana, liz, callie ella and i went to salmon falls and we went swimming. hotness."For me it's always been you. I've tried to fight it and I've tried to deny it. And I can't. I can't do it. You're undeniable." getting ditched. 6 times 2 days, whata record! I've been hiding from this for too long. He was always the boy next door. And I'm in love with him. I'm in love with a short 14 year old... so things have been starting to speed up this week. who wants to go dancing with me! So i met Bronson Arroyo. If a tree falls in the forest, does anyone hear it? One of life's unanswered questions. P.S. I miss holding your hand. since getting back from baltimore last monday, i have been: almost fired from the clambake, playing insane amounts of basketball, a couple soccer games thrown in there, babysitting, hanging out with people that i haven't hung out with in a while, stranded on the side of a highway with 'greeley or bust' signs, working at the clambake, oob and a special 'seat' with ella, investing in an iPod, reading insane amounts of harry potter, and seeing charlie and the chocoalte factory. i'd say its been pretty eventful.since insomnia has set in and i'm listening to coldplay, it seems as if its time for an insightful journal entry. yes! uhhh. a good majority of my friends left me this week. so if you wanna hang out then, yeah let me know. So Josie and the Pussycats is offically the worst movie in the entire world. seriously, don't watch it. ever.who wants to come to the nintendo fusion tour with me? um, i love the smoothie king. my life is like an episode right out of the oc. here's the brief outline. i'm so immature. if i could sum my life up in a set of quotes, this would be it/ them. i can drive now. ugh. i don't even know. my life is falling apart. fall out boy is everywhere.i still kind of wish that they were my little secret.but that's selfish. last night i drove home from work blasting konstantine and singing along. how fucking emo is that. so school is, school. wow.that's all i can say. I, Jillian Higgins, will never:drink again.smoke again.do any other sort of illegal drugs. We were good as married in my mind, but married in my mind’s no good. well i decided that my life is not complete without more of my friends getting court summons... yeah we're just that rad. that is how fuckign excited i am to go to underoath. and that ladies and gents,is fucking closure.and i mean it this time.after a year of this,i'm done. My boyfriend came home from Virginia yesterday!!! Look at him, he's so cute. don't you hate it when you meet someone that you know you should be with? but it's not going that way. hm yes. maybe life is turning around. my friends are leaving for spain/ immoible. i seemed to have gained quite the fetish for Jay-z. my dog died a week ago.
what a year. i made new friends, who are the best in the world. things are looking up!