what a bad day..

[_hey_loser_kid_]

went to the vet school to get my boy checked up.

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they dont know whats wrong. he could get surgery but its very risky and not permanant. i dont want to lose him altogether.
if you knew me at all youd know how much my horse means to me. hes like my wee baby. right now im totally heart broken. just dont know what to do.
but thats it. lewis is out in the field in front of my house. hes gonna stay there.
never going to be able to ride him again.

see that horse, hes a star. a fucking star.







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