I'm back...
Monique: *Slowly picking off the chilly and cheese from her chilly cheese fries*
Me: Monique, what's the point ordering chilly cheese fries if your going to pick of both the chilly and the cheese?
Haha. Lunch with Monique was nice. She made me laugh alot, and it was nice to talk about what had happened on saturday night. I'm glad we cleared everything up. Ughh... She brought up her bf and started telling me how much she liked him, and how badly she wanted things to work. Ouch. Big Ouch. I want the best for her, and I want her to be happy, but hearing about him hurts alot. I hate the fact that I'm not what she wants. I talk about her an awful lot... I think I have a big jealousy issue with her bf too. Fuck I'm going to try and stop talking about her, stop thinking about her, and stop wanting her. I'm sick of wanting her, and thinking she'll come to her senses and run to me. I really don't think it's going to happen any time soon. So I think I'm giving up..
Me: Monique, what's the point ordering chilly cheese fries if your going to pick of both the chilly and the cheese?
Haha. Lunch with Monique was nice. She made me laugh alot, and it was nice to talk about what had happened on saturday night. I'm glad we cleared everything up. Ughh... She brought up her bf and started telling me how much she liked him, and how badly she wanted things to work. Ouch. Big Ouch. I want the best for her, and I want her to be happy, but hearing about him hurts alot. I hate the fact that I'm not what she wants. I talk about her an awful lot... I think I have a big jealousy issue with her bf too. Fuck I'm going to try and stop talking about her, stop thinking about her, and stop wanting her. I'm sick of wanting her, and thinking she'll come to her senses and run to me. I really don't think it's going to happen any time soon. So I think I'm giving up..