(no subject)
so I suppose this was bound to happen. a while ago I told myself I'm not going to get emotionally involved with anyone until I get my life in order. so I get a job where I'm working routine day hours consistently, I talked to a financial advisor and I have an appointment in january when schools back in session to get my finances in order and finish my bachelors within the next 2 years, and menatally I think I'm growing up alot(taking my actions for what they are, my actions, and not blaming the world for my misfortunes. realizing that I'm not infallible. finally starting to even out when it comes to thinking with my head and my heart and that the 2 are mutually exclusive.)
so my head is straight, my life is getting more on the right path and then my train of the thought leads back to the place is always inadvertently does, my heart. I want emotion, I want someone to share life with. maybe its just christmas, or winter or whatever. but I don't want the kiss under the misteltoe to be a brief experience, I want it to be a special experience in a long list of special experiences with someone. I want the new years kiss that signifys that "we'll be together for alot of these". basically that emotional happy bullshit that makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
yeah so thats my story in a pile of run-on and misguided feelings.
so my head is straight, my life is getting more on the right path and then my train of the thought leads back to the place is always inadvertently does, my heart. I want emotion, I want someone to share life with. maybe its just christmas, or winter or whatever. but I don't want the kiss under the misteltoe to be a brief experience, I want it to be a special experience in a long list of special experiences with someone. I want the new years kiss that signifys that "we'll be together for alot of these". basically that emotional happy bullshit that makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
yeah so thats my story in a pile of run-on and misguided feelings.