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so i figured maybe i should start updating again. i go on these streaks for a while where i write a lot and then i just stop. i guess its just writers block or something. hah. so nothing new and exciting has been going on. i can't wait for school to be over. i'm sick and tired of all the drama. sometimes i just wish people would grow up. if you hate someone, why can't you just leave them alone? it would make their life, and your life a lot easier.
lately i have been thinking a lot into the future. jeff and i are pretty serious. i love him a lot, and even though we have had our ups and downs lately, i truly believe that things are getting a lot better. i really think that he is the one that i will marry someday. i am truly considering going to a local college around here and getting an apartment with him when i turn 18. i just feel so ready to get out of high school and start living. i think about starting a family and choosing my career a lot. i may seem a little young for this but even as a little girl i've always wanted to have kids and i've always been one to dream about the perfect wedding.
today im supposed to work at 4 but im thinking about going in early for a few extra hours which means extra money. this spring break has been pretty low key, except for the fight that mark and steve got in last night at wallgreens! it was pretty intense, but whatever. i wasnt involved this time- haha. i guess maybe ill go lay down and watch maury now since im still kinda tired...
lately i have been thinking a lot into the future. jeff and i are pretty serious. i love him a lot, and even though we have had our ups and downs lately, i truly believe that things are getting a lot better. i really think that he is the one that i will marry someday. i am truly considering going to a local college around here and getting an apartment with him when i turn 18. i just feel so ready to get out of high school and start living. i think about starting a family and choosing my career a lot. i may seem a little young for this but even as a little girl i've always wanted to have kids and i've always been one to dream about the perfect wedding.
today im supposed to work at 4 but im thinking about going in early for a few extra hours which means extra money. this spring break has been pretty low key, except for the fight that mark and steve got in last night at wallgreens! it was pretty intense, but whatever. i wasnt involved this time- haha. i guess maybe ill go lay down and watch maury now since im still kinda tired...