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rah. today = the suck. work was long and slow and boring. i dropped josh off at his friends house in lakewood and then i was gonna hang out with amber tonight but i went to her house and she didn't answer her door? so i just came here. i'm really tired so i am thinking about a shower and then laying down in bed because i'm really tired.
josh and i are official =] yay. he makes me happy. and i need happiness.
and i wish i could get jeff out of my head. i mean, not like i still have feelings for him, i don't. i just keep running all the mean shit he EVER said to me, plus the stuff he said to me yesterday through my head and it's pissing me off so much that someone could be that mean and inconsiderate. i don't miss him at all and i don't even think about being with him anymore- i just think about the hurtful things that he said. gah... i just wanna go to the doctor and tell her everything and hopefully i can get things figured out because i certainly don't know how to straighten my own life out. pretty sad eh? but i dunno. i am gonna go take a hot shower.
josh and i are official =] yay. he makes me happy. and i need happiness.
and i wish i could get jeff out of my head. i mean, not like i still have feelings for him, i don't. i just keep running all the mean shit he EVER said to me, plus the stuff he said to me yesterday through my head and it's pissing me off so much that someone could be that mean and inconsiderate. i don't miss him at all and i don't even think about being with him anymore- i just think about the hurtful things that he said. gah... i just wanna go to the doctor and tell her everything and hopefully i can get things figured out because i certainly don't know how to straighten my own life out. pretty sad eh? but i dunno. i am gonna go take a hot shower.