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Aug 30, 2005 22:20

I am scared of the thing that is quite possibly the most exciting thing in the world. I am scared of the thing that is most likely the one reason why some people survive. I am scared of one of the thing that keeps me alive. I am scared of love.

Love is the best feeling in the world. It can make you so happy that you feel as you are floating. It can make your world go round, and you can live happily ever after. If you always have someone there to hold you in their arms and tell you that everything is all right then pretty much, everything will be all right.

But the thing is, love can also be one of the most horrifying things in the entire universe. You could have the best boyfriend in the world and be the happiest person in the world. One minute you could be thinking, "Wow! I am the happiest person alive because someone loves me!" and the next minute, they could call you and be like, "I hate you and I don't love you anymore." From that second on, your life is probably ruined. And you'll be devastated for months until you find someone new, who will love you once again, and start the ridiculous cycle all over.

So really, I'm scared of love because if you're involved with love, you could get screwed over at any second. And from past experience, getting screwed over sucks. Most of the time I think love is a bunch of lies, but, maybe one day I will find someone who doesn't lie and can love me for me. Then I won't be scared anymore.
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