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Ugh... So tired. I seriously need to stop going out when I have to work early the next day.
On the bright side, I was celebrating because I've been offered an advancement within the company. That's right; promotion.
I spent most of the day playing music with Owen. We set up some mics in his room and I brought down my guitar. I had a lot of fun with him. It's really cool to get to know him. Roommates should always hang out like that.
I did get a little sad for a while. I'm still not completely letting go of the two. I want to, but it's like swimming in tar, thinking about them. I'm trying to date again. That's going well, so far, other than that one of the two boys I'm dating (NOT a couple... just testing my options.) just got robbed the other day and is pretty upset about it. The other boy is fascinated by my music and keeps asking me to play it over the phone for him. I left him a voice message with my latest song on it, and he says he saved it and listens to it all the time. I like that, a lot,
I think I'm sad now because I'm tired. Go away, you two. We're not even speaking anymore, and you still haunt my thoughts. Last time I had a breakup this intense, I was single for three and a half years, in self-defense. I can't do that again. Leave me alone.
On the bright side, I was celebrating because I've been offered an advancement within the company. That's right; promotion.
I spent most of the day playing music with Owen. We set up some mics in his room and I brought down my guitar. I had a lot of fun with him. It's really cool to get to know him. Roommates should always hang out like that.
I did get a little sad for a while. I'm still not completely letting go of the two. I want to, but it's like swimming in tar, thinking about them. I'm trying to date again. That's going well, so far, other than that one of the two boys I'm dating (NOT a couple... just testing my options.) just got robbed the other day and is pretty upset about it. The other boy is fascinated by my music and keeps asking me to play it over the phone for him. I left him a voice message with my latest song on it, and he says he saved it and listens to it all the time. I like that, a lot,
I think I'm sad now because I'm tired. Go away, you two. We're not even speaking anymore, and you still haunt my thoughts. Last time I had a breakup this intense, I was single for three and a half years, in self-defense. I can't do that again. Leave me alone.