Nov 07, 2005 19:41
This week was really stressful and stupid and bad but at the same time, it halped me learn a lot about my pressure points and I just altogether learned a lot about myself.
We went to Giants Stadium, and I finally learned what I'm worth. I'm not in band to prove I can play. I'm not in band to prove anything. I'm in band because I love the music and the feeling it gives and the thrill I get with it. We went to Giants Stadium, and I had my best show. Yeah, we lost. Yeah, we might've been placed incorrectly, but I don't care. I played well. I don't care if dana thinks I can't play or if Katona hates me. I don't care about my mom being ho she is. I know what I'm worth and I know I hate great friends who will halp me and I lvoe them more than anything.
Okay, call my cell. I gotta bathe.