The truth about whatever I can get out in ten minutes
There is a woman who I love more than anything I've known besides myself. I married her. We are happy together. The world is a mean old bastard and has beaten me half bloody again. I walked into the bramble patch, but carefully and with what I thought were waders but turnedout to be thin socks. In the dead of night the death of me was where I found myself and now I've gone and left the brambles, but the brambles won't leave me.
Every iota of work you do to fix the fucked up things you've thoughtdonesaidmadeupfor is thrown directly in the bin when you walk back into that dark night and shout to the heavens, "I bet I can be happy."
There is no happy, but that is for the best because happiness for me is impossible. BOredom only leads to death. Challenge and new frontiers are the only things that keep my sanity in tact if you can even call it that....
I love this girl.
I have a home.
I am at a job I don't care for but I have the opportunity to find something more suitable.
I've not got a felony
I've only got two years of probation and a billion dollars to pay
before we can start our lives again
She's so young and beautiful.
I never thought I'd ever see a soul so beautiful but then there she was, in my bed, wanting me and me wanting her despite the reasonable suspicion I felt that there was no way in hell I'd ever be proud..
Wrong
Dead wrong
and now my wife is the only thing holding me together in a piecemeal little junction train set quilted pattern of an existential crisis.
I love her with every inch of my soul
and I think sometimes she makes me love myself a bit more
Kindness is something I can't keep from her
and she has no shortage of patience or goodness
She's accomplished much, and has so much potential. I don't want to hold her back.
Lord, don't let me hold her back for my incompetence.
Every iota of work you do to fix the fucked up things you've thoughtdonesaidmadeupfor is thrown directly in the bin when you walk back into that dark night and shout to the heavens, "I bet I can be happy."
There is no happy, but that is for the best because happiness for me is impossible. BOredom only leads to death. Challenge and new frontiers are the only things that keep my sanity in tact if you can even call it that....
I love this girl.
I have a home.
I am at a job I don't care for but I have the opportunity to find something more suitable.
I've not got a felony
I've only got two years of probation and a billion dollars to pay
before we can start our lives again
She's so young and beautiful.
I never thought I'd ever see a soul so beautiful but then there she was, in my bed, wanting me and me wanting her despite the reasonable suspicion I felt that there was no way in hell I'd ever be proud..
Wrong
Dead wrong
and now my wife is the only thing holding me together in a piecemeal little junction train set quilted pattern of an existential crisis.
I love her with every inch of my soul
and I think sometimes she makes me love myself a bit more
Kindness is something I can't keep from her
and she has no shortage of patience or goodness
She's accomplished much, and has so much potential. I don't want to hold her back.
Lord, don't let me hold her back for my incompetence.