Two is better than one?

Apr 26, 2011 22:34

How can I be so fucking in love with two different women--neither of whom I can physically be with right now?
Fuck my life

I'm lucky
Most people don't get to have this much love in their lives
but it hurts
every single day I'm without them, it hurts.
Every time I say, "c'mere" through the telephone wires it hurts. Because I know neither one of them can.
Every time I have to hang up, it fucking hurts.
Every time I hear an answering machine instead of her voice, hear her voice instead of the answering machine, or hear a dial tone

I just want my baby in my arms tonight...sitting in between my legs while we watch some stupid TV show or movie that we both know neither of us is really paying attention to. Playing drink the beer or playing we don't have to drink to be together.

I want a kiss right now. Not from Chaz and not from Devon.
Last night I had a naked beautiful boy on top of me and I told him, "no." I'm in love with someone else.
And I am.

But I'm not going to see either one of them for a long time and it is KILLING me.
Previous post Next post
Up