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"I could stay awake, just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping, while you're far away and dreaming.
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.
I could stay lost in this moment forever.
Every moment I spend with you is a moment I treasure
Don’t wanna close my eyes; don’t wanna fall asleep…
Cause I'd miss you babe, and I don’t want to miss a thing…
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream will never do, I’d still miss you babe,
And I don’t want to miss a thing.
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating…
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming,
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing.
Then I kiss your eyes and thank god we’re together.
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever…
Forever and ever..."
I am the only person I know who could lay in bed for hours upon end and think and not be bored. So what did I think about in those hours in which I was laying in bed thinking? I was thinking of this time a year ago. [flashback] in... Three days I'll have seen Robert for the first time in like.. a year and a half. in five days I'll be dumped... and within four days of that, I'll be completely won over by mr. sexy blonde-headed man. He had me on the first of july. He made my insides feel full of butterflies of the fourth. He made my heart flutter on the 7th. He made a bet that I wouldn't last three days... And since then, my heart has been his completely for the taking. [/flashback]
So what can I do for our anniversary that I haven't already done? I've never been one to think that material gifts were really the best way to go... and he's already known most of what I have to offer. He's dealt with my insanities, he's learned how to cope when I go off the deep end. He puts up with me. How can I show him that it all means so much to me?
I have "plans" with a friend. for once. No set date, no set idea, no set anything other than we'll do it. I think he needs to get out and forget about what's going on...
I remember how we acted with each other. I remember our first kiss.. I remember who he was talking to on his cell during our first kiss... I remember him saying before that, "I haven't even kissed you yet" and it was that yet that made me feel.. happy. Because before then, I wasn't even sure if he really wanted me...
And, upon thinking of all these things, I realized something far greater than I had meant to. I Love Him. I mean, I knew it for a long time. but upon that realization, everything seemed so much... better. I realized that everything I thought I knew about love was just... off. My entire being seems so much more complete right now than it did yesterday.
Watch you smile while you are sleeping, while you're far away and dreaming.
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.
I could stay lost in this moment forever.
Every moment I spend with you is a moment I treasure
Don’t wanna close my eyes; don’t wanna fall asleep…
Cause I'd miss you babe, and I don’t want to miss a thing…
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream will never do, I’d still miss you babe,
And I don’t want to miss a thing.
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating…
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming,
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing.
Then I kiss your eyes and thank god we’re together.
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever…
Forever and ever..."
I am the only person I know who could lay in bed for hours upon end and think and not be bored. So what did I think about in those hours in which I was laying in bed thinking? I was thinking of this time a year ago. [flashback] in... Three days I'll have seen Robert for the first time in like.. a year and a half. in five days I'll be dumped... and within four days of that, I'll be completely won over by mr. sexy blonde-headed man. He had me on the first of july. He made my insides feel full of butterflies of the fourth. He made my heart flutter on the 7th. He made a bet that I wouldn't last three days... And since then, my heart has been his completely for the taking. [/flashback]
So what can I do for our anniversary that I haven't already done? I've never been one to think that material gifts were really the best way to go... and he's already known most of what I have to offer. He's dealt with my insanities, he's learned how to cope when I go off the deep end. He puts up with me. How can I show him that it all means so much to me?
I have "plans" with a friend. for once. No set date, no set idea, no set anything other than we'll do it. I think he needs to get out and forget about what's going on...
I remember how we acted with each other. I remember our first kiss.. I remember who he was talking to on his cell during our first kiss... I remember him saying before that, "I haven't even kissed you yet" and it was that yet that made me feel.. happy. Because before then, I wasn't even sure if he really wanted me...
And, upon thinking of all these things, I realized something far greater than I had meant to. I Love Him. I mean, I knew it for a long time. but upon that realization, everything seemed so much... better. I realized that everything I thought I knew about love was just... off. My entire being seems so much more complete right now than it did yesterday.