when your not here

[_helloiloveyou]

so im waiting for this test to end so these light of days can soon begin. ill be alone but maybe more carefree, like a kite that flys so effortlessly. i was afraid to be alone, now im scared thats how i like to be.all these faces none the same. how can there be so many personalitys.. so many lifeless empty hands. so many hearts and great demands and now my sorrow seems so far away until im taken by these bolt of pains.. but i turn them off and tuck them away, till these rainy days that make them stay , then ill cry so hard to these sad songs and the words here now gone. till they echo threw my head everyday and i dont ever think they will go away.. just like thinking of your childhood home,but we cant go back were on our own...
but im about to give this one more shot and find it in myself