When people grow, people go. And there you go.
This journal is pretty much defunct. I moved some months back to our friends over at Blogger, even though I prefer Wordpress. For some reason I didn't do a wordpress blog.
Find me if you can. I don't update that one very often either, but I'll try.
I'll probably follow my usual routine of keeping two journals to say the things I really can't in one or the other. I feel like there's a lot I really can't say lately. Especially today, and holding it in is making me absolutely miserable. I've just had some nightmares the past couple of nights about the past and they're so real and make me dangerously nostalgic. Part of me hopes it is just all the pressure I'm under right now with life changes, job interviews, career ambitions and just being generally VERY resistant to "growing up".
Maybe "growing up" Angela is fighting herself and it's coming out in dreams of a few years back when I felt it was a little more acceptable to be immature. And I didn't feel so tied down by everything.
This all sounds terrible. It feels pretty terrible too. But I'll work through it. And a Kansas weekend is sure to help.
Find me if you can. I don't update that one very often either, but I'll try.
I'll probably follow my usual routine of keeping two journals to say the things I really can't in one or the other. I feel like there's a lot I really can't say lately. Especially today, and holding it in is making me absolutely miserable. I've just had some nightmares the past couple of nights about the past and they're so real and make me dangerously nostalgic. Part of me hopes it is just all the pressure I'm under right now with life changes, job interviews, career ambitions and just being generally VERY resistant to "growing up".
Maybe "growing up" Angela is fighting herself and it's coming out in dreams of a few years back when I felt it was a little more acceptable to be immature. And I didn't feel so tied down by everything.
This all sounds terrible. It feels pretty terrible too. But I'll work through it. And a Kansas weekend is sure to help.