Apr 09, 2005 00:40
This week has gone by incredibly quickly. But that's okay, I've been on top of my game, rehearsals are going swimmingly--in fact, my two leads both seem really happy and they have their roles down so well I'm amazed. I've just been bouncing through work every day, in spite of some really strange and dreary weather we've been having. I never remember it raining this much in Sunnydale, but we've been having these little spot storms, even thunderstorms a couple of times.
I'd like to say it's all because I finally feel like I have my bearing at my job, but I've got to give some credit to Stefan. He hasn't called or anything since our night together last weekend (not that I expected him to). But mmm, one good night like that really got me back in touch with my feminine side, I guess you could say. Or maybe my self-confidence is back. Or maybe it's just spring is in the air.
Oh god, I really sound like a moron don't I? I'm not in love; I'm pretty sure I don't want to go there, with all the baggage he's got. I'm not even sure I moved off the "evil" list. And I don't care. Everything just feels like it's clicking, that's good enough for right now.