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i had a wonderful weekend with krystal and tj, we all went to the carnival and was being stocked by her b/f (isnt how it sounds) so we left and went out to eat but everything was a lot of fun i wish it was like that more often.
the night was quiet and i was alone in the house, when memories popped up into my head i thought about the time when he gave me a green ring and i thought it was funny cus it was plastic and green .. but then i remembered how i felt and how i thought that i loved him and then i came to realize when i broke up with him for someone else that all we had was nothing .. nothing compared to other things and other people .. and even that didnt go so well but people make mistakes and they learn from them but some people never learn. nonetheless i forgive and i move on, im doing that right now and i've gotta tell you that i 've never felt so good, so free, so fresh, so alive, and indifferent and happy and excited to start up coming relationships if they choose to come my way and make that most of every mili second, every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month, every year. i've learned to never regret and always always always never forget the ones you love.
<3 ali