whyyy?

[_heartme_x0x]

seems like i have my good days
and then my bad days. and then
i have my good weeks and my
bad weeks.but i swear my past
couple of weeks have been the
shittiest ever.i dont know whats
wrong with me or what i have
done wrong to some people.
alot of things have made me
very depressed lately and i
dont even want to go to school
or even talk to anyone.
i cant live up to everyones
expectations of me and im just
so sorry i cant be everything
youd like me to be. that hurts.
other things hurt too.
i dont know what to do with
anything anymore. or anyone.
im so blehhhh... cry some more
cry baby. im going now.
---much love.
-SHAN